New Year, New Pup...

Hey folks, it's the Pup again. I know, I know... I SUCK at updating this thing. But the thing is, I've been going through so much in my life lately. Just a lot of stress and stuff. It's not that I'm unhappy, necessarily. It's just that I'm not exactly living my dream right now. I came to Los Angeles to be a success in the movies. In some ways, you could say that my XTube videos has constituted that. I'm not raking in the dough from it (heck, I'm not making one cent off the videos), but I do have a large following online and lots of people send me very heartfelt and inspired emails thanking me for the work I do. That's pretty cool. But I find myself wondering if I'm shooting myself in the foot by doing these videos. I mean, I have some really cool mainstream entertainment projects in development, and part of me wonders if having a plethora of nasty bareback videos online is going to keep me from achieving my dreams. I've already decided that I'm not going to deny having done them, but will anyone take me seriously if they've seen me swallowing piss from a complete stranger in a hotel room? Am I fooling myself that I'll ever be anything more than an Internet slut?

A lot of people have told me that I should take my videos off XTube and start my own site. This is something I've been thinking about myself, but I've been resistant to the idea of becoming a "porn star." Part of my resistance has been because I've been in judgment of myself, still thinking in the back of my mind that what I've been doing with these videos is somehow something to be ashamed about. As liberated as I come off, I still suffer from a lot of the same issues that a lot of other gay men do. I was judged all my life for my sexuality, and it sticks with you forever. I just get to keep reminding myself that there is nothing dirty or shameful about what I do. And so, with that in mind, I've actually begun talking with a few webmasters and developers about launching DirtyPuppyLA.com. I purchased the domain the other day, and I have several affiliate programs making offers to me about hosting my content as part of their program.

I've really wanted to keep my content free. I fully believe that part of really sharing my sexuality with you guys is not making you pay for it. But the reality is that I'm in financial straits, and my only skills are writing, directing and having sex. And since writing gigs are almost impossible to come by these days, and I'm not an established enough director to be hired to make movies yet, that leaves me with using my sexuality to support myself. So I'm seriously considering starting my own paysite. Now rest assured, I will still be releasing free videos to XTube here and there, just not as regularly, and a good number of the ones that are posted there will be coming down and will be posted on my own site instead. I have been so thankful to you all for all the support you've shown me; I only hope that you will continue to support me as I move forward with the next tier in DirtyPuppy's journey.

In the meantime, I have posted a couple new videos to XTube. Most of you have probably seen "The After-Bar Threeway" video that I posted a little over two weeks ago. There were some technical difficulties with it for the first week or so, but I believe those have been fixed and the video is playing just fine now. You should be able to check it out by clicking here. And just today, I posted another new video, "Warm Milk Before Bed," a hot quickie vid of me taking a load from this big-dicked guy who lives close by to me.

Anyway, that's about it for me this time around. Hope you enjoy the new videos, and stay in touch.

New XTube Video Posted: "The Holy Fuck! Flip Fuck Session"

Hey folks, just wanted to let you know about the latest video that I've posted, "The Holy Fuck! Flip Fuck Session." It's just over 12 minutes of hot nasty nastiness with this super-hot guy that I've been trying to get with from Grindr for, like, ever! For some reason, we kept missing each other, but this time we finally made it work, and all I can say is, "Holy fuck!" Hence the title of the video. In fact, this video is so hot that I'm bumping it to the front of the line, in front of all the other videos I have in the queue to be uploaded to XTube, so you don't have to wait to see it.

The Holy Fuck! Flip Fuck Session

Now this guy isn't just a sexy jock with a hot body and a big cock. No, this guy is totally fun and dirty and affectionate and adorable and just plain HAWT! He is excellent in bed (or in the bathroom, or on the patio...), and just has a way about him that makes me get a little giddy just thinking about having sex with him again. I wasn't expecting to want to fuck him as much as I did -- you guys know what a bottom I can be -- but when a guy with an ass like his comes around, you kind of need to take advantage of it. Woof.

Anyway, hope you guys like the video, and want to see more with this guy. Hopefully he'll want to come back around as well and film another one with me. Slurrrp!

Catching up with the Pup: New XTube videos, an internal shift, and more

Well, hey there folks. It's been a little while since I've posted. As I said in my previous post, I've been going through a bit of personal stuff lately. I'm not sure exactly what happened, but the stress of being unemployed for over a year, coupled with a lifetime of issues and a health scare, caught up with me recently, and I basically took time off to, um, "experience my experience." (That's transformational training lingo for living in the moment and not being beholden to one's feelings or the underlying beliefs about ourselves that no longer serve us.) During this time, I went up to San Francisco for Folsom Street Fair, filmed a trio of hot new videos, came back to L.A., got sick, thought I got HIV (but didn't), got better, and spent two weekends participating in life-changing transformational seminars that have gotten me reconnected to my inner power. It may sound like a lot of drama, and I suppose it was, though it was drama that served me. I feel tons better now and am looking forward to LESS drama moving forward. Haha.

Folsom Street Fair and San Fran Trip: I had a pretty good time in San Francisco at Folsom, though you might be shocked to know that I was a fairly tame dirty puppy while I was there. I was in the midst of my drama, so I just wasn't really feeling as slutty as I might have wanted to be, and I was only at the street fair for two hours, though I did manage to get nasty with three guys and film three new videos. One of them is with a guy I ran into at Folsom who I'd known from when he was visiting L.A. last year, one is with a guy I met on Grindr who worked on the University of California at Berkeley campus and had me meet him for a hot fuck in one of the cruisy men's rooms on campus, and one was with a hot Latin stud who fucked me in the laundry room of my friend's apartment building just before I left town to return to L.A. All in all, it was a pretty good time, though I look forward to being piggier when I go back next year. Woof.

The Pup's Transformation: As I said, I took part in some self-empowerment/transformational seminars, and have come out feeling much more confident and at ease with my choice to reveal my sex life on the Internet and with my body. I've begun the process of cutting down on all the self-judgment that I heap on myself for being who I am, and I'm going through a healing phase that is getting me back in touch with my inner child. It's a great feeling, though I've also realized that the more I've gotten OK with myself, the more I have the feeling that I'm really ready for a relationship with a really amazing, enlightened and open man who shares my thoughts on sex and love. We'll see. I'm taking applications if anyone's interested. LOL!

New XTube Videos Posted: So you may have noticed that I've posted a few new videos, or maybe you didn't In case you didn't, here's a quick run-down of what (and who) I've been up to lately:

West Hollywood Suckoff

This one is with a super-hot blond "bear" (for lack of a better word) that I met at one of the bars here in L.A. His friend was competing in the wet shorts contest at the bar, and I was kind enough to fluff his buddy before he went on stage. The hot blond bear then contacted me via Facebook a few days later and invited me over to his place, where we filmed this hot video. Hope you like it.

Topped by a Total Bottom

Although some of you may have a hard time believing that the guy in this video with me is a total bottom, I promise you: He rarely gets fucked. I've known him for many years, and knew he was a big ol' bottom, but I ran into him one day in West Hollywood and then came across him on Grindr later that night and asked if he might want to fuck me, to which he replied he would be happy to give it a shot. So I went over to his place and he fucked the crap outta me and even gave me a hot load of piss in the shower. What a great time, and totally worth the wait!

Return of the Muscle Bear

For those of you who liked my Backseat Suck 'N' Fuck video with the hot muscle bear (which has now been made public again), you're in luck, because I just posted a new one with him. It was our second time fucking. This time out, he came over to my place on his lunch break (I live just over the hill from where he works) and fucked the shit outta me (Well, not literally, thank God. Haha) and shot a hot creamy load into my mouth. We've filmed at least five more videos, so there is loads more to cum!

Quickie on the Patio

This is the most recent video, and a pretty hot one, I think. Came across this hottie on Grindr and he came over for a quick meet-and-greet, and we didn't even make it inside the door of my apartment. I just dropped to my knees and sucked him til he shot a lot juicy load onto my tongue and into my mouth. He came back again for another (and longer) go-round with me, so there will be a video of that outing eventually, but for now you can enjoy our hot first tryst. It's fun to have sex on my patio when I know my neighbors could walk out at any moment and catch us. Woof.

Anyway, that's it for now, folks. More to CUM soon. Hope you are enjoying the new vids, and I'll be back with more soon.

Woof woof ruff.
The Pup

The Pup is alive

Hey folks, just wanted to post something quick to let you know that the Pup is indeed still alive and kicking. Just been taking some time off from the computer/video thing to live my life for a spell. But don't worry, I've still made some hot new videos, and have many stockpiled right now and ready to be rolled out in the next days and weeks. Hope you keep checking back for more. Stay tuned! Woof woof!

Catching up with the Pup

Hey folks, so I've been a little lax on keeping up with this thing. I can be so lazy sometimes for someone who is so energetic when it comes to cock. LOL! Anyway, it's been a stressful week or two in some ways for me. Last Thursday night, I went out to one of the bars here in L.A. and ended up getting fucked by this totally hot guy in the bathroom, then went over to another bar and recorded some footage of the wet shorts contest they were having. I sat my camera down for a minute, and evidently one of the contestants decided that he was freaked out that I had recorded the contest, so he took off with my camera. At least that's what a couple of my friends said happened. As you can imagine, I was pretty pissed about it. Having my camera stolen was like someone ripping out my heart, especially because I was so excited about the content that was on there. Aside from the bathroom video I had just filmed, there was another video with my play buddy Jesse, who you'll be "introduced to" soon enough when I post our first video, "Parking Lot Pigs."

Anyway, I was so angry that someone stole my camera -- or, rather, angry at myself for being stupid enough to set it down somewhere -- that I ended up throwing my iPhone against a wall and breaking it. It felt good to do, but of course, I had no phone and no camera. So now a week later, I have a new iPhone (the iPhone 4, which I was going to buy anyway) and a new, even better camera. And I just went ahead and purchased a used version of the camera that was stolen so that I can now have two cameras running when I'm filming at my house. I'll have one that is stationary and doesn't move, and then one that me and the guy I'm playing with can use to get in close with. So yeah, I'm moving up a bit and getting a little more professional and hi-tech. Maybe now some of you will stop complaining about the camera moving around too much during filming. LOL.

And then the last week I've been sick with a cold, which really sucks when it's 88 degrees outside. I didn't leave my couch except to use the bathroom or check my mail for 48 hours, and have been taking it easy pretty much ever since. I feel tons better now, but I still have a stupid cough hanging on, which sucks because it makes it really hard to suck cock for very long. Haha

My friend who lets me use his Mac started back to college last week, so I've been able to use his computer this week and get some more editing ton, but it's still very hard for me to schedule a trip to his place in, and because I only have a limited amount of time to be at his place, I don't get nearly as much done as I would like. Speaking of computers, I've gotten a few donations from some admirers who want to help me get a new Mac so I can really start to make this whole operation a bit more professional and consistent. It would be great if some more would pitch in as well to the Mac campaign. I'm chatting with a couple guys in the Internet porn business about starting a website with me. Everybody keeps telling me that I should do it, but I've been resisting it because I'm not sure that I'm really ready to be "that guy." You know, the guy who has bareback sex in public. LOL. I mean, I'm already that guy on a very small level. I don't know if I'm ready to take it really big while my parents are still alive. Haha. What do you guys think? Should I start a DirtyPuppyLA website with all my videos? Would you pay $19.95 a month for a new video couple of days?

I actually took a bit of a break from hooking up at all after losing the camera. Took a few days off to regroup, but since then I've gotten back to my slutty ways and have filmed several new videos. It took me a while to get the hang of using the auto-focus on the new one, so the first few videos I made are a little out of focus. It looks kind of arty actually. LOL.

I haven't really been having a lot of sex, being sick and all, but there were a few guys last week that were really fun. Last Monday and Tuesday nights I had some pretty hot times. Last Monday I went to Slammer, the sex club in Silver Lake, and had a GREAT time. I met this one hot piggy guy and let him suck me for a while before I fucked him in one of the private stalls, then I went to the part of the club I refer to as "Blowjob Alley" (the place where all the guys stand on a platform and stick their cocks through holes for guys below to suck on) and took some piss and cum from this one hot bear daddy I'd played with a few months before. This time, though, I gave him my number. Then I hooked up again with the hot piggy guy from earlier and went home with him and spent the night. And yes, we made a video.

On Tuesday afternoon I hooked up with this one hot hairy blond guy that I've recently started playing with, then Tuesday night I got a call from the hot bear daddy I'd sucked off the night before at Slammer. He asked me to come over to his place and get him off, and I was only too happy to oblige. He fed me some more piss and cum then sent me on my way. I ended up over at the Eagle, where I met this hot older daddy who came home with me and fucked me real nice and sweet-like. And yeah, I got videos from all three of those hookups.

I haven't had much sex since then, but last night I did go out to La Hambra to FINALLY hook up with this hottie I've been messaging for about two months. He wasn't into making video, but he sure did feed one nice big huge load to my hungry hole. When I got home and pushed it out, it was like a fucking river was gushing out of me. It was sooooo hot. I'm gonna try and get him to let me film it next time for sure.

I posted a new video today, in case you haven't seen it yet. It's called "Parking Lot Pigs," and it's a really hot quickie video where this cute Latin kid (he's only 20 years old!) gives me two loads while we're playing in an empty parking lot out by his house. He was so turned on that he came within, like, 40 seconds after I started sucking his dick, and then he fucks me and comes within a minute! LOL! Luckily, we've played several times since then and he's been able to last much much longer. He's like me, really turned on by having sex in public places, so we get along really well.

Anyway, folks, that's it for me for today. I need to go get some more medicine so I can get rid of this nasty cold. Until next time, check out the new video and stay turned for more... Woof woof from the Puppy.

New XTube Video Posted: "Getting Nasty with Chad"

Hey there, folks! Got another hot new video for ya. It's freshly posted to my XTube page, and it's a doozie! I met this guy on Grindr, and we talked about getting together for a while before it finally happened, but when it did, it was hot as fuck. This guy was a nasty fucker via text, and he said he couldn't wait to come over and fuck my hole real good. And that's just what he did. The results, which I call "Getting Nasty with Chad," are quite fun to watch. At least I think so.

This hookup session started the same way many recent ones has, with Chad showing up to my place to find me waiting for him on my knees inside the doorway to my apartment in Hollywood. He unzipped and fed his cock to me, then took me into the bathroom so he could feed his piss to me. It wasn't the tastiest piss, I have to say, so I don't actually drink any of it, but I really enjoyed feeling its warmth stream over me before I continue sucking his cock. This guy has a really nice dick as you'll see: big, not real fat, but a perfect girth for sucking and fucking.

I didn't realize that my camera's zoom had been activated, so in most of the first part of the video the whole picture is not included in the frame. You see a lot of my mouth and his cock only. But later on we fixed that, just in time for the fucking. This guy really got off on sticking his dick in and out of my hole and watching it go in and out, and he was pretty verbal, which I really appreciated. He fucked me good and hard, and fed me a nice sweet and creamy load. Which I DEFINITELY appreciated. Haha.

Anyway, I've since lost touch with this guy. He kept talking about how much he wanted to come back over and do it again, but he's since disappeared on Grindr, so who knows if I'll ever see him again. You know how it goes with hot tricks. But I'd love another round with him. Until then, enjoy the video of our one and only hookup thus far. I hope you'll like it as much as I did. Stay tuned...

New XTube Video Posted: "Middle Eastern Delight"

So I was able to use my friend's Mac this weekend while he was away for two days, and I was able to get a few new videos edited. One of them is my latest XTube upload, "Middle Eastern Delight," an especially hot video that I filmed with this guy I met on Grindr. This guy has a very interesting look, and when we chatted online, it was evident from the get-go that he was as "adventurous" and "nasty" as I am, so we made a date to hook up later that night.

When he got here, however, I wasn't ready (don't you just hate when tricks are early? LOL!). I was still getting "cleaned up" (read: douching), so he sat down in his car and waited until I texted him and told him to come on up. As soon as he got here, we were getting naked and getting down to business. His pubes had that sweet scent that so many Middle Eastern guys have, and it was really hot to bury my nose in them while I was sucking him. He turned out to be pretty much a man of his word as well, feeding his raw cock to me and slamming it home with intent and purpose. (Someone asked me why I didn't let him come in my ass. I go through these phases where I want guys to shoot it in my mouth instead of in my ass, and this was during one of those phases.)

Anyway, a sweaty-hot good time was had by all (or rather, both), and we've already talked about getting together again and shooting a bunch of other videos together. We'll see if that pans out (I'm definitely up for it with him), but until then, this video should keep you folks happy for a few days... until I post my next one. I'm trying to get as many videos as possible done because I don't know when I'll have access to my friend's computer again, so hopefully I'll get a bunch done before my buddy returns from his mini-vacay. (You can also help me get my own computer by donating to my Mac Fundraising Campaign.)

At any rate, enjoy the new vid and stay tuned for more...