hates being tied down to any sort of responsibility, even if it's just a blog posting. I hate that about myself on one hand, because it's really hard to keep a steady job where I have a boss, but on the other hand, living on my own terms is really awesome for me. I guess that's why I get to start my own business and do things my way all the time, right?I've actually been approached by someone on XTube. He's some business major in college and wants to help me start an Internet porn site built around me. I've been thinking about such a thing for quite a while, but I just don't have the money or the manpower to do it on my own. It would be interesting if this guy turned out to be legit and we got something off the ground together. One never knows. Either way, I'm happy just doing things the way I've been doing them, and offering the videos for free. Somehow it makes me feel more honest. I don't really think that people should have to pay to get off, and I like being able to bring lots of pleasure to people out of the kindness of my heart (and the pigginess of my libido). But then again, if I could make a living off of doing what I love, then hey, all bets are off. LOL!
I've actually posted two new videos to XTube recently. One, "Another Outdoor Suck Session," is a hot little vid that I filmed with this hot guy who was in town visiting from San Francisco. We drove into one of the uppity neighborhoods of L.A. and I sucked him off on the street. He actually blew me as well, but it was so dark that when I filmed him sucking me, you couldn't see any of it. I considered not posting the video at all, but because the first part of it is really hot (there's a lot of hot cocksucking on my part, I have to admit, as well as some sexy whispering) I figured, Why not? It'll be hot to a lot of people. We filmed another video the very next night, and this time we filmed it at the house of the friends he was staying with. That one will be posted eventually, so stay tuned. In the meantime, check out "Another Outdoor Suck Session" and let me know what you think.
The other video, "Fucked by an Asian Stud," was up for a day before the guy who appeared in it with me asked me to delete it because he'd been recognized by a friend. I'm going to try re-editing it so that his identity is obscured even more, and I'll re-post it in a public form, but until then, you can get the PIN for the video by emailing me and asking for it. I know it's frustrating for you folks when videos that were public suddenly become private, but when you're dealing with regular guys who aren't paid pornstars, you run into a lot of walls when it comes to their privacy issues. Personally I think we should all be able to do whatever we want without fear of getting in trouble, but we don't live in that kind of a world, which truly sucks. LOL!
Anyway, I've been having TONS of hot nasty sex lately. Ever since I did that sexuality workshop a couple months back, I've really been much more comfortable in my own skin, much more confident of the playful, desirable, liberated man that I am. I think it's coming across not only in my videos, but also just in my interactions with men on and off the hookup sites. Now that I'm so upfront about what I want, I seem to get it a lot more regularly. Imagine that! What a concept! I still run into a lot of guys who are intimidated by me, but that's to be expected when dealing with people who buy into society's sexual B.S. Oh well. What can you do but smile, feel sorry for them and move on? Right!?
The great thing about having so much sex is that I have a TON of new videos to edit and upload. The bad thing about that is that I don't have regular access to editing software and a computer than can handle it. I've been leaning on a friend who has a Mac with Final Cut Pro installed, but I can only use his computer when he's not home, and because it's summer and he doesn't return to school until next month, I haven't really been able to do a lot of editing. The result is that I've got over 40 videos waiting to be edited and uploaded. I really need a Mac with Final Cut Pro, but since I'm unemployed, I won't be able to afford one anytime soon. Hmmm, maybe I should start a PayPal account where all my fans could donate to the cause? After seeing what the girl on The United States of Tara did by pimping herself out to guys on the Internet, perhaps I could so something similar. It's an idea...
Oh well, I need to get ready for a dinner date with a friend, so I must run. Hugs, kisses and sloppy blowjobs to all of you. Stay tuned for more videos eventually.
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