New XTube Video Posted: "A Hot Nasty Afternoon"

(UPDATE: I'm not sure what happened, but evidently somebody reported this video to XTube as one that was in violation of the DMCA/Copyright Act law, which is, of course, total B.S. I'm challenging the violation, so hopefully this video will be back up on XTube soon. I'll keep you posted.)

If you were a fan of my "A Hot Nasty Night" video, in which a super-hot stud comes over to my place and fucks me raw (his first time barebacking in years), then you should definitely check out my brand new video, "A Hot Nasty Afternoon."

In this follow-up to "Nasty Night," the same stud swings by my place in the afternoon and lets me suck his cock while standing in the doorway of my front door that opens to a public walkway, then bends me over my chair and fucks me while telling me that he's going to cum inside my ass. And that's just what he does, filling me up with his hot warm seed, then zipping up and heading home. It's a little shorter than most of my videos, but my fuckbud didn't have a lot of time, so this is basically a real-time video of our hot afternoon quickie. (For those who are into the really nasty stuff: There's a quick shot of me pushing his cum back out at the end, but since I wasn't as clean and fresh as I thought I was before he fucked me, I decided to keep it short and only show a quick shot of it out of respect for those fans with squeamish stomachs. LOL!)

I'm really digging this guy. He's sweet and masculine and shy, but a dirty pig on the inside, and playing with him is so much fun I am excited for hours after he leaves. We've since played two more times and made a third video (the upcoming "Another Hot Nasty Night"), and I am definitely looking forward to having loads more good times with him.

Take a look at the new video and let me know what you think, folks. More to CUM soon, so always, stay tuned. Woof woof! And here are a few more stills for ya...

Taking the BIG Kahuna...

Well, folks, I can honestly say that I just had my world--and my hole--rocked. Or more appropriately ROCKED and COCKED.

I was shopping at the grocery store today when I ran into an old friend of mine that also worked in the porn industry. He's one of those friends where you meet them under flirtatious circumstances, but then you just kind of become friends instead. There was always an underlying sexual charge to our friendship, but it always seemed to be the case that our energy wasn't in tune to make it happen. And then today I ran into him at the store, and instantly it was obvious that the energy was there. We started talking and the conversation quickly turned sexual, and so we made a plan to meet up later. He just left an hour ago and I have two words for you: FUCK YEAH!

Now this guy is one hot stud. He's black, and if you read my recent Dirty Natsy Q&A entry then you know that I have a big thing for black guys. He's also a total sweetheart. Like a lot of black guys, he's also super-hung. In fact, one of the reasons things never happened between us before was that I was a bit scared of trying to accommodate his fat 10-incher. But lately I've turned into a bit of a power bottom and I figured, What the hell? Give it a shot. So before my buddy came over I got myself prepped real good (thank you thank you, makers of the Damian Ford Dong) and to my surprise my buddy's cock slid right into me with no problem at all. Even more surprising was the fact that I was able to take a pretty decent pounding from him with almost no discomfort at all. I do have to admit that it was a bit difficult for me to wrap my mouth around his cock and take it very far down my throat, but it was actually pretty easy taking it in my ass. (Guess I'm a better power bottom than I thought. What's next? Fisting?!? LOL! KIDDING.) And when he shot his load, fuck it was hot! He pretty much painted my entire face with his thick creamy jizz. Slurp!

Obviously, the opportunity to capture this "first-time experience" on film was one that I couldn't pass up. It was no big deal to my buddy, seeing as how he's already appeared in several adult films, and after reviewing the footage I'm happy to report that the video for this one is gonna be pretty darn hot! (It won't be up on my XTube page for a while, but I'm including a few still shots from our session for your enjoyment now.) As you might expect, my hole is a bit wrecked right now and I'm about to pass out, but I had to blog about this before turning it. I'm still pretty wired from the experience, which was six years in the making. And all I really have to say is that it was definitely worth the wait. Yum!

Stay tuned for more. Until then, ruff ruff from the Puppy.

The aftermath of "My Crazy Weekend" (I wish)

So, I totally love being a dirty slut and all, but here's a word of advice to all my fellow dirties: Don't piss in your jockstrap and then sleep in it. It's not a cool thing to wake up to. LOL!

So my weekend of faux debauchery has come to an end, and I'm now paying the price with a painful case of "jock itch," though I'm quite sure why they call it jock "itch," since it kind of stings. (As Edina from Ab Fab would say, "Ouch, sweetie, ouch!") I say faux debauchery because, all things considered, nothing really all that debaucherous went down this weekend except for losing 8 hours of my day on Sunday trying miserably to get an erection after only doing one line of cocaine with a stranger I'd just met on the streets. (Hmmm, well, OK, I guess in some people's eyes, that would be considered kind of crazy. Damn, I'm a crazy pig! LOL!)

But really, although I was texting just about every single guy I'd ever slept with in Los Angeles yesterday trying to get them all to come over and take turns fucking me, Project Pass Around Party Bottom never took off. (Hmmm, no one showed up to my proposed orgy two weeks ago either. Damn, am I losing my mojo?) One guy said he was on his way over, then never showed (he'd stood me up once before too, the asshole), and after about four hours of trying to make it happen yesterday, I finally gave up and decided to get showered and do something with my day. So I went to one of the bars here in town to meet up with my best friend and his boyfriend, and ran into one of the guys who appeared in my "Bareback Threeway" videos. I pretty much have the total hots for this guy, and have expressed interest in dating him, but evidently he doesn't return the feelings, as he ended up totally making out with someone else (right in front of me, I might add. I mean, really!!???) until I finally just left and went to another bar. I had a much better time there. I ran into a previous fuckbud and chatted with him, then came home. About an hour after that, he texted me and told me to come over to his place. So I did. He's not comfortable with the whole video thing (which is really too bad, because this guy would make a super-hot video star), but we had an awesome time anyway. He did this thing after he came inside me (um, woof!) where he was still lying on top of my back and rubbing his head all over head and neck and shoulders, and I thought I was going to die and go to that fake afterlife place in the sky. And then I came home and went to bed. And that was the extent of my infamously piggy weekend. Man, I'm boring! I mean, I totally try to have this inanely dirty weekend, and I can only muster up one line of coke and three cocks? I suck at this. Haha

So anyway, for anyone who might have been wondering how my weekend turned out (all three of you who are reading this blog, haha), that's it. I didn't take a lot of pics or video this weekend, but I did get one new movie out of it from the guy who came over and fucked me late Saturday night/early Sunday morning, and you can definitely look forward to seeing that on XTube very soon. I've got a new video I'm posting later this week (and it's a real winner, I think), and I'm planning at least one totally nasty night when I visit Northern California next week, so as always stay tuned. There's loads more to cum...

Recovery

Damn, it's one of those days. You know the kind, when you wake up at 1pm, your hole is sore and there's lube all over your fucking keyboard. LOL! Yes, last night was definitely a "night to remember." I had the weirdest fucking day yesterday, and I'm still feeling the effects of it.

I was driving over to West Hollywood to hang out with one of my buddies when I saw this hot guy walking across the street on Santa Monica Boulevard. He caught my eye and started cruising me while I was at a red light. I was feeling bold, so I took a right at the next stop light and parked to see if the guy would follow. Sure enough, he did. I can't believe what happened next: "You wanna come back to my place and get high and jerk off and mess around?" he asked me bluntly. I didn't hesitate a moment. "Fuck yeah," I said. I don't know what came over me. I NEVER do stuff like that. I wasn't too sure about the getting high part (I'm so not a drugs and sex kind of guy), but I figured we could work it all out when we got there. Well, we got back to his place. He had all the curtains closed and one candle burning. It was totally one of those seedy scenes where you just knew this guy had been up playing all night and was looking for more seed. My instincts screamed to get out, but for some reason, I stayed. It didn't hurt that this guy was totally hot. He pointed to some coke, and again, I just did it. I did a line and we got naked and started messing around. He had a HUGE cock, but he was a total bottom and only wanted me to fuck him. He wouldn't even tickle my hole to get me hard. It was crazy and totally hot at the same time. There was just something about this guy. His intensity, the way he would stare deep in my eyes and hold it while I was fingering his lubed up hole. God, his hole was sweet. I so wanted to top him, but the coke was working its "magic" on me, and the next thing I knew it was four hours later and I had become one of those drug-addled tweakers that I hate so much, pulling desperately on my cock trying to get it hard so I could breed the shit out of this nasty guy.

Well, needless to say, it didn't happen, and eventually he grew tired of my limp dick. "Give me your number and we can play later," he said. "I have a dinner thing at 10." I knew I wouldn't hear from him again, but it was all good. As I left his place, my senses assaulted by the cool night air and the shock of reality, it all hit me. What the fuck was I doing? I wondered to myself. This is not me. Or is it?

The question set off a firestorm of brain activity. This on top of the fact that I was still horny as fuck and hadn't gotten off. So I proceeded to come home and play with my dick for hours while cruising online for a guy to come over and fuck me. Eventually, at 4am, I found one. Holy shit, this guy was hot. Totally nerdy in the face, but what a hot body and a gorgeous, big dick. Sucking it was a dream come true, and when he shot his hot scalding cum deep into my hole, then fucked it around until I shot my own creamy load, I felt all the tension drift away. But I still wasn't done. I wanted more cock. Sadly, it didn't happen. No one was awake, and if they were, they were getting ready for bed or didn't have a car. And now here I am today, after only four hours sleep, still totally horny and hungry for cock. What will this day bring? We shall see. Stay tuned...

A Dirty Nasty Q&A with DirtyPuppyLA

So I get asked all kinds of questions about my sex life from people who check out my videos on XTube, and also from guys that I date and/or sleep with. Most of the questions are generally pretty respectful and coming from a place of genuine curiosity, and I always love answering them honestly. I feel that by never hiding who I am and by owning my experiences and taking responsibility for them, I am setting a good example for leading a happy, honest life.

I thought I would take some of these questions and post them here on my blog along with my answers as a sort of "Get to Know Me" exercise. So here goes: Everything you ever wanted to know about DirtyPuppyLA and weren't afraid to ask.

Why do you call yourself Dirty Puppy?
Because I'm not really what you'd call a bear, and while I like "cub," there is something sweet and innocent about a puppy. They're so adorable when they're sniffing each other's butts. I have a problem with the whole "pig" thing--it makes it sound like you have no boundaries and will do anything or that you have bad hygiene--so I think the most accurate label for me is a puppy, but a dirty one. I can sum it up in one sentence: I call myself a puppy because I'm excitable, affectionate and like to pee on things.

Who was the first guy you ever had sex with?
Dave, my neighbor that lived two houses down. We used to take my 1982 Ford EXP out for wild rides with some girls from the town, and one night we both pretended to be so horny "from the girls" that we decided to pull off to the side of the road and have a wank. One thing led to another, and badda-badda-bing, I was devirginized. I'll never forget the sound of his zipper coming down in the front seat of my car on that hot sweaty 1987 summer night. And the taste of his cock was like the taste of home. Lovely.

Do you know how many men you've slept with in your life?
I'm sorry, I don't think my brain can count that high.

What is the highest number of men you've had sex with in one day?
Well, if you count group action, then I would say five or six. But I didn't really have sex with all of them, so if you're just talking about one-on-one experiences, then the highest number is four. What can you do? Sometimes I just have those days where I am feeling insatiably horny, and I just have to have more cock.

What is the most cum you've taken in your ass in one day?
I think the most I've taken is four loads from three guys. One of the guys came twice. From one guy, the most I've taken is the same: four. I'd definitely like to beat these numbers in both categories, by the way.

What is your ultimate sexual fantasy?
You know, this is a hard one because I've had a lot of experience sexually and have been able to try out all sorts of things. But I would say that being the bottom in an orgy where a bunch of HIV-negative guys just walk in and take turns fucking me raw is pretty much the ultimate for me now. I want to be used and filled up with so much cum that it's just spilling out of me while they keep plugging away. God, that gets me hot just thinking about it. Especially if, like, 4 or 5 of the guys are hot, hung black guys. (Oh, my God, black guys! Soooo fucking hot!) Another fantasy I have is having sex with a boyfriend and a woman. I've never slept with a woman, and some of them I find to be quite sexy and hot, and I think that if I had a really hot man there with me to fuck me while I was making out with and fucking the woman, it would be very hot.

What turns you on the most about a man?
It's become such a cliche to say it, but confidence is really the hottest thing for me. Someone who just knows what he wants and doesn't have any problem asking for it. Someone who is very comfortable in his own skin, but who also understands the importance of humility. Physically, my taste is all over the place, and I am really glad that I can find something hot about many different types of men, but there is nothing hotter than a beard and a hairy chest. Barring that, I like a man who moves and behaves like a man but isn't afraid to express his softer side. Vulnerability is a very hot trait in a man. My favorite thing about a guy, though, is his smile. Eyes are huge for me, and if a guy's eyes light up when he smiles, then I'm turned on for days.

What is your favorite thing to do in bed?
Sexually, sucking cock is very high up there for me, but there's simply nothing quite like having a guy pound the shit out of my ass. Everything about it--from the feeling of it first sliding in, to the friction of the in-and-out, to that amazing feeling you have after a guy has unloaded deep in you--just excites the shit out of me. I don't have an addictive personality, but if I have one addiction, it's getting fucked. Hard.

Do you have any fetishes?
Yes, I have three: Piss, public sex and video. I love the intimacy of watersports, the thrill of having sex on a street at 3 a.m. in the morning when someone might come along (but probably won't), and the intensity of making homemade dirty movies so you can watch it later with the guy who just fucked you and then get so turned on that you want to fuck again. (Oh please, sir, I want some mo'." ) And I guess that barebacking would count as a fetish too.

You're such an eager bottom. Do you ever top?
Why yes, I do Scrappy Doo. I used to say I was 50/50 versatile, but I've realized in the last year or so that I'm really more of a versatile bottom. I'd say it's more like 65/35 in favor of bottoming, but I honestly do love to top. As far as what it takes for me to top, it's usually situational. Like if a guy just has that wild streak of abandonment, I will probably want to nail him. And I like fucking guys who say they are total tops, just because I like knocking them down a notch or two. It really turns me on to be able to introduce somebody to the undiscovered pleasures of their body. And having a really really fine ass that just looks like it needs to be fucked never hurts either.

What turns you off sexually?
Close-mindedness! More than anything, someone who is set in his ways and not open to experiencing new things. Guys who can only play if drugs or role playing is involved turn me off too. Total tops and/or total bottoms pretty much turn me off too and aren't really good for anything beyond a one-night stand. If you can't experience the pleasure that all of your body holds for you, then I don't think you are fully in touch with your sexuality or your body. Bad breath, arrogance, smelling like you haven't showered in days (I'm so not into the whole "ripe" thing) and being a selfish lover are also turn offs.

You don't always have safe sex in your videos. Aren't you concerned about getting an STD or HIV?
Of course. I don't want to turn positive. But just as smokers accept the risk of getting lung cancer from cigarettes or mountain climbers accept the risk of doing what they do, I accept the risk of STDs and HIV from sex. I take certain precautions to limit the risk of getting anything--there's a lot to be said for being honest with people and really talking to them about their status--but at the end of the day, I think we are all adults and that we all get to make our own decisions about what turns us on and how far we are willing to go to experience it. Honestly, people put themselves at risk all the time and do all kinds of crazy things because they love it. The only thing that's different is the moral value that we as humans place on "unsafe sex" because it has to do with sexuality, and there is still a negative connotation attached to anything that has to do with having sex. I obviously don't share those moral values. I have my own, and they work for me.

You have a lot of sex. Do you think you could ever be happy with just one man?
If that man accepts me for who I am and is the kind of guy who would be happy in a relationship with very little rules, then absolutely. In principal, I do not believe that sexual monogamy is natural, and it holds very little attraction to me. That said, I have fallen in love with guys and haven't had the urge to sleep with other men while I was dating them. But I know myself very well, and I am quite sure that after a while I would eventually want to sleep with someone else, and I don't believe that there is any reason why I shouldn't just because I'm in a relationship. Love and sex are two very different things, and humans are naturally inclined to want new clothes, new cars, new experiences whenever the old ones lose their luster. (It's just like food: I love Thai food and could eat it for the rest of my life, but every now and then I'm going to want Italian, and it doesn't mean that I love Thai any less.) I absolutely believe in love and the idea of sharing your life with someone, and I romanticize everything and everywhere I go and think about how nice it would be to have someone's shoulder to rest your head during a Key West sunset, but if that means that I have to give up something that I love so much, then it's probably not for me.


Describe your perfect partner.
Someone who is open-hearted and open-minded is a must. He'd be somebody who has a vision for his life and who cares about the world beyond his own happiness, and he would be somebody who would be compassionate and empathetic toward others. He would have a career and believe that he had a purpose, and he would be humble enough to accept that he will never have all the answers, and brave enough to walk into each day knowing that nothing is ever guaranteed in life. He would be romantic and thoughtful, want to have kids or at least love being around kids, he would be thrilled to see me excited about anything that excites me, and he would totally love and celebrate me for the dirty slut that I am. Most importantly, he would be willing to let our relationship unfold naturally and without expectations, and he would definitely be one dirty-minded hot fucker in bed. A true gentleman in the streets and a total fucking pig in the sheets. Sigh...

What's the biggest misconception about sluts?
That we're unhappy people with twisted sexual histories who are self-destructive and feel unworthy. I've been that person, yes, and some of my sexual behavior has definitely been motivated by that in the past, but I've always had a very high, almost primal sex drive, and it was in the claiming of my nature that I experienced the epiphany of true liberation and happiness. Also, there's this notion that we don't see the value of a loving relationship and that sex is never "special" to us anymore. Which is silly. Some of my most profound emotional experiences have been through a spiritual sexual connection with a stranger in a sling at the sex club! LOL!

You worked in porn. Did you sleep with any porn stars?
Yes. Many of them, including two of my all-time favorite porn stars ever. I don't suck and share (unless they've agreed to make a video of it), but I will say this: There's a reason why a lot of them are getting paid to have sex.

Would you ever pay to have sex with someone?
I already have: A $32 membership to the sex club. But I've never paid a prostitute or an escort. Although there are a few porn stars around right now that I would absolutely pay to have sex with I had the money: Blu Kennedy, Derrick Diamond, Malachi Marx, Johnny Hazzard, Bo Dean, Jake Deckard and Parker Williams are among them.

Why don't you charge for your movies on XTube or launch an amateur website?
One of these days I'll get around to launching my own site, and since I don't gather paperwork for every guy I have sex, I can't charge for any of the videos I've shot so far. Mostly, though, I'm just doing this as a way to share myself with people who might appreciate the way I live my life and who might want to live theirs the same way. Also, there's just something more authentic about doing it for free. A lot of porn stars' value is qualified by the size of their paycheck, and by eliminating that factor, I avoid a lot of the self-worth issues they struggle with because of what they do.

Name your top 5 mainstream celebrity fuck fantasies.
Jake Gyllenhaal, Bradley Cooper, Peter Krause (Six Feet Under), James Denton (Desperate Housewives) and Colin Farrell. Holy shit, have you seen Colin Farell's sex tape ? That dirty motherfucker could do anything he wanted to me. And, after seeing him sing in Crazy Heart, I'd want him to sing something really sexy while staring into my eyes and pounding my hole. That's my third sexual fantasy: Colin Farrell pounding me while he sings! Awww, how sweet! See why I'm a dirty puppy?

The trials of living openly

You know, sometimes it's really hard living the life that I have chosen for myself. I say this because we live in a world that is consumed with judgment and preconceived notions about sexuality. Religion has such a stronghold on intellect, and most people--whether they agree or not--live their lives according to the standards and morals that have been passed down from generation to generation. I wish we could go back in time and wipe out all religion so that we could start with a blank canvas. Then we could build our society all over again, without the influence of those who would corrupt nature by creating something as offensive as "God's judgment." I would love to live in a world where we all just did what we wanted to (within reason, of course) and got on with our lives.

The main problem with living as I do is that people bring so many preconceived (and incorrect) ideas about promiscuity to the table. People who have sex with lots of other people--let alone those who film it and post it on XTube--are usually thought of as being unhappy, sad, emotionally retarded, self-destructive, lacking in morals, and unable to appreciate the concept of a relationship. I can't tell you how many people assume that because I have lots of sex that I am not interested in finding a boyfriend. How ridiculous. I would love to find a boyfriend. Just not one who judges me for who I am, thank you very much.

I've also had a couple guys tell me recently that they didn't want to date me because I was "too wild" for them. I think it's very humorous that someone who lives in the moment and does whatever he wants to do without judgment is thought of as "wild." To be totally frank, I'm just living my life the way most of us would want to if it weren't for the fallout they would experience from their friends and family. "I could never do that," some guys have said to me. "I would lose my job if someone found out, or my family would never talk to me again." I've said it before and I'll say it again: There is no stronger deterrent to happiness than caring about what other people think about you.

I want to set the record straight right here and now: I am not broken. I am not a sad, unhappy person who is wallowing in meaningless sex because I don't feel loved. I do not sleep with multiple guys because I'm desperately trying to fill some emotional void in my life. (Well, OK, I suppose in one way or another, I am replacing emotional intimacy with physical intimacy, but I'm not desperate about it, OK?) The simple truth is that I love sex, and if I had to wait until I had a boyfriend to have it, I would go fucking crazy. Why should I jerk off alone when I could have a hot guy come over and help me with it? But most importantly, why should I have to change who I am to please others just because they don't approve or they don't understand? Obviously, I understand that not everybody thinks the way I do, and so I guess I get to accept that I am going to run into people who will judge me due to their limited perceptions of enlightenment. But I don't have to like it, and for the record, anyone who assumes that they know what I want out of life just because I like to have casual sex is an ignoramus. So there.

I am a playful, desirable and liberated man, and I am happy being me. Now who wants to fuck?

New XTube Video Posted: "Puppy's 1st Euro Trick"

So I've posted another new video to my XTube page. This time out, it's an alright little clip called "Puppy's 1st Euro Trick" that I made with this sexy European bear cub that I met on Grindr. He came over one night with the intention of fucking me, but actually he ended up taking my dick instead. Yes, folks, I actually top in this video. Only for, like, a minute and a half or so, but still, I'm the one who gets to do the Treasure Island-style cumshot with this guy. (Although, because I had jerked off two or three times earlier that day, I didn't have a whole lot of jizz left to come out, so the cumshot itself is not that great. Oh well. Next time I'll try to give you a better money shot. It sucks getting old.)

The great thing about this guy was that he was super into playing with my ass. He rimmed and fingered me for a good 30 minutes or so, and he just couldn't seem to get enough of my hairy hole. Not that I could argue. As you already know from looking at my videos, I'm a total slut for someone who pays attention to my hole, so I was pretty much in heaven while this dude was doing his thing back there. It was like hiring a massage therapist to just come over and work on my hole for free. Yum!

The video itself is probably not one of my best in terms of quality, but I do really enjoy the ass play part of it as I haven't really filmed a lot of videos like this one, where it's really just about two guys getting together and exploring instead of just about fucking and getting to the release. (I'm actually a big fan of that kind of sex, FYI... ) So if you're a fan of hot ass play and hairy cubs, then this is probably the video for you. Check it out, and let me know what you think. Oh, and here are some stills...

When a fuckbuddy calls...

I'm feeling particularly energized and excited right now, which can usually mean one thing: That a super-hot stud just got done filling up my hole! Yup yup yup, I just had a super-hot time with one of my favorite fuckbuddies. Those of you who follow my XTube videos will "know" him as the uber fuckworthy guy in my "A Hot Nasty Night" video. I've made two other videos with him ("A Hot Nasty Afternoon" and "Another Hot Nasty Night," both of which will be released on XTube in the coming weeks), but this time we tried something new for us: Fucking without a camera. It was pretty nice too. He's really one hell of a hot guy -- naturally masculine, ruggedly handsome, soft-spoken and a little shy, well-built and totally dirty minded like me (he loves breeding my hole)-- and we have great chemistry, so this time it was just about the sex instead of the show. And boy, was it hot. This guy totally gets me going in the best way: Every time we are done fucking, I'm always just so excited. He really gets my tail wagging.

He has this beautiful cock that is totally a grower: It comes out small, but it just blooms into something that my hole is totally ape-shit for. And the way he fucked me this evening was just
perfect. Confident, raw, almost primal at times. "Awww fuck," he cried as he was getting close to breeding me, "I'm going to explode in your hole!" And that's just what he did, filling me up with his creamy juice so that I could let it spill out when he pulled out of my sloppy hole. Damn, it was nice. (And you just know that I couldn't resist getting the camera out for a few shots of that!) After it was over, he got dressed and we kissed, and he was walking out the door saying, "See you next time." And I fucking can't wait.

Here's a shot of my freshly sauced-up hole for you to enjoy.

Thoughts for an enlightened Monday

I had a very interesting weekend. As I wrote on Friday, I enrolled in a sexuality workshop, and it was a very cool experience. It wasn't so much that I learned anything new really -- they really just encouraged people to get in touch with their bodies and to express themselves as sexual beings no matter what their background -- but being in such a sexually open environment was a very healing experience in many ways. I can't reveal the things that happened in the workshop -- confidentiality and all that -- but I can tell you that the things that were said among the attendees were quite profound and revelatory for many. I love watching the light bulb go on over someone's head when they are discovering something new about themselves, and there was a lot of that going on over the weekend. For me personally, it was about presenting myself to people as a sexually liberated and authentic man, one who doesn't believe what I do out of rebellion to society's ill-informed morals, but rather one who embraces a sexual openness out of an authentic belief that to be liberated from all that we are taught is to be truly free.

The one thing that really opened up for me was that I get to stop caring so much about how others react to my sexual openness. I understand that people have been swindled into believing certain things about what constitutes appropriate sexuality, but that's not my problem. I can't let their ignorance be a detriment to my personal well-being. If it sounds like I'm being judgmental, I'm not. I'm just stating the facts: Society and religion have a crippling death grip on the human heart, and as long as people continue to believe what they are taught without finding out for themselves through first-hand experience and an open mind what they feel works or doesn't work for them, then we will continue to experience a world that is closed down to sexual liberation. I choose not to participate in such a game, one that is closed down to the possibility of personal enlightenment and freedom, but I also get to conduct my life as I choose without taking the game so personally. I get to stop choosing to be hurt when somebody expresses disapproval of my lifestyle, and I get to not be saddened when someone rejects me. I can't control how others think, and I can't let their opinions take up so much of my energy and my power.

The truth is, people are going to think what they want to think, no matter what I say or do. If they choose the story that someone who embraces sexual openness as much as I do is a "slut" or "unhealthy," then that is their choice, and I can't let that be something that hurts me. So I'm taking my power back from them, and I'm wishing them well, and I'm moving on. I will not be made to feel unworthy or dirty or shameful anymore. I am a playful, desirable and liberated man, and I am perfect and special just as I am. That's what I learned this past weekend, and nobody can tell me otherwise. So stay tuned for more hot videos, 'cuz I'm gonna be hornier than ever now! Grrrrrrr.

The road to sexual enlightenment

Many people would call me a sexually evolved person. In fact, many already do. There are many others who would choose to use a couple different and not-so-nice words to describe me sexually, but all in all, I think I am, in fact, a very sexually enlightened person. It wasn't always this way. When I first started having sex when I was 16, there was always a lot of guilt following the climax. I remember that I would immediately go and get in the pool at the motel that my father owned so that I could rinse away the shame of what I'd just done. I mean, you get told enough times that having sex (let alone gay sex) is dirty, you start to believe it.

Fortunately, I had the benefit of education and experience on my side. As I explained in my very first blog post, I took some very enlightening courses on human sexuality while obtaining a certificate in Women's Studies in college. These classes initially opened me up to the idea that everything I'd ever been taught about sexuality was woefully skewed by Judeo-Christian values and society. Realizing that there was nothing wrong with my attraction toward other men, I decided to start living my life the way I wanted, and I started having sex with anyone I damn well pleased to. However, years of thinking that I was dirty are hard to wash away overnight, and even to this day, I still feel some shame when someone makes an off-color comment about my sex life. Ultimately I don't let it hold me back from doing what (or who) I want to, but I still feel a pang of guilt for doing it, if even just for a moment. I suppose it's natural that human beings care what other people think of us, but I realized a few years back that there is no greater deterrent to happiness than living your life to please others. And I'm washing my hands of it, once and for all.

This weekend I will be attending a sexuality workshop in Orange County. It's being offered by a company that holds several self-empowerment seminars that I had the pleasure of attending two years ago, and I am very psyched to see what they have to offer in the realm of sexuality. My friends keep saying: "Ken, you're already pretty sexually evolved. You don't really need this course." But I think they (like me) have been mistaking sexual risk-taking with being totally OK with sex. And for the most part, I am. (You have to be a pretty liberated person to have sex in public on camera and not really give too much thought to the potential backlash. Or a pretty stupid one. Time will tell, I suppose... ) But I have realized in recent years that my relationship with my sexuality has mostly been either in defense of it or in rebellion to what society says about sex.

In recent years, I've been able to come to a fuller understanding of my sexuality (and thus get closer to personal liberation), but I don't think there has been a consistent period in my life where I've just been at one with my own sexuality. So I'm taking this course as a way to come to a fuller understanding of not only my sexuality, but also my body. Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I don't like what I see, and I still wonder what traditionally "hot" guys see in me when they say they find me sexy. And since I'm tired of being at odds with society's teachings about sex -- I want to truly be able to simply not care what people think about me -- I think I'm going to get a lot out of this workshop. I don't think it will curb my appetite for having sex (let's face it, folks: I'm pretty much a hardcore slut, and I'm OK with that), but I am interested in seeing what it may have to offer me as a human being who realizes that, no matter how "evolved" we think we may be, you're never too old or too happy that you can't afford to remain open to other possibilities. So we'll see. I'll keep you updated, so as always, stay tuned...

New XTube Video Posted: "Hot Night in the Streets"

So if you've been watching my XTube channel and seen my videos "Nighttime Street Sex" and "Hookup in the Street," then you pretty much already know that I'm not only a pig in bed, but also out of bed. In dark alleys and well-lit streets, to be exact. Yes, folks, I happen to be one of those heathens who loves having sex in public -- well, OK semi-public -- places. I have to confess: I don't really want to get caught, but the idea that someone might come along at some point and catch me doing the nasty is a big turn-on. I'm not sure if it's rebellion, or if it's just a self-destructive tendency, but regardless of the psychological meaning behind it, if I can find a way to have sex in a public rest room, on the beach, wherever you're "not supposed to" do it, I fucking LOVE it!

For those of you who also love it, you might want to check out my latest XTube video, "Hot Night in the Streets," a fairly hot clip in which I hook up with a guy I'd been chatting with via Facebook for many many months. It was around 1:30 or 2am when he instant messaged me and said, "What are you up to? I'm drunk and horny." Well, as far as I'm concerned there are no more powerful words to use at that time of the morning to get me into action, so after I lubed up my hole real quick and took down his address, I was picking him up and finding a hot streetlamp to fuck under. The resulting video is pretty good, even considering some technical difficulties I had. (My brand new Canon Powershot SD1200 decided to stop working mid-way through the shoot, so I had to finish filming with my iPhone -- which is not the greatest method for capturing stuff that's happening in the dark. Oh well. I suppose it comes with the territory of shooting "reality porn" with a low budget that there will be certain hassles along the way...)

One way of reducing the risk of getting caught doing it is to do it during traditionally "off" hours. Not many people are buzzing around at 3a.m. in the morning, so it's fairly easy to fuck without being noticed by too many people. However, on this night there were a couple folks around. At one point, my buddy pulled his cock out of my mouth and started zipping up quickly and pulling me to my knees. "What?" I asked, thinking I'd done something bad like scraped my teeth against his cock. "There's someone sitting four doors down from us smoking a cigarette," he said in his most controlled and calm whisper, indicating with his head for me to look. Sure enough, there was a guy sitting on the front step of his apartment complex puffing away with his eyes fixed right on us. Oops! Luckily for us, the guy was either not offended or wanted in on the action himself, because he didn't call the cops. He just nodded as we got into my car and drove around the corner to find another location. Hot, right???

Anyway, hope you enjoy the new video. This guy and I had such a good time that we've already fucked again (though we didn't film it), and are planning a sequel to this video as well. Who knows? Maybe next time we'll find an even hotter public location to unzip in. Slurp!

Don't you hate when hot boys keep you busy?

So I've been a little busy this week, which is why I haven't posted anything new to the blog since Monday. I told you that I was having a hot guy from Utah fly in to see me, and we kept ourselves very occupied this past week, if you know what I mean. Haha. Actually, while we did have a lot of sex, we did a lot of other stuff, too. We went to the beach, we spent a day at Disney, and yesterday we went wine tasting in Santa Barbara County. It was a great time. And even though everyone bailed on the little group party we were trying to put together for Wednesday night, it all turned out for the best. We were pretty tired after Disney anyway; can you imagine me trying to take eight or nine cocks after a full day hanging out with Mickey and Minnie???

My boy and I made a few really hot videos while he was here, so as soon as I find some time to edit them together, I will post some stills from them on here. (For those of you who have said that you wish you could see me top, you may be happy to know that your wish is about to be granted.) I'm actually getting ready to post a new video to XTube tomorrow, so be on the lookout for a new post from me in the next 24 hours. In the meantime, if anyone can help me translate what this Spanish blog says about me, I would very much appreciate it. Other than that, stay sexy, and stay tuned...

Flashback Video Break: "Hot Tattooed NYC Boy Rocks My World"

And now for a look back at my humble beginnings as an amateur porn auteur. It was November, 2009. It was a different time: We were in a bad recession, Lady Gaga hadn't yet taken over the airwaves with "Bad Romance," Conan O'Brien was still employed by NBC and I was still trying to appear more macho by using the name The Dirrty Dawg instead of the one that really suits me, Dirty Puppy. My, how times have changed! It was also the month in which I recorded what was then only my fourth video for XTube, "Hot Tattooed NYC Boy Rocks My World." (Look at me now: 41 posted and 10 more in the pipeline to be posted! My, I've been busy!)

The story behind this video is one of my favorites... (More after the video)






















I was on Manhunt one night, just cruising for dick as usual, when I came across the profile of this hot tattooed boy who was visiting from New York City. Now, I'm no old geezer, but I was 38 at the time, and when a totally hot 24-year-old tattooed stud takes notice of you at that age, you kind of get a little bit excited. I send this guy a brief introductory message, and he immediately wrote back with: "Wow! You seem cool. Not only are you hot as fuck, but you also sent me a personal message instead of just unlocking your pics and saying nothing. That gets you 10 points right off the bat!" (Oh, how easy it is to impress the youth...) He went on to say that he was just in town for the weekend and was planning on heading out to the bars in Silver Lake that night, but that he would love to meet me during his visit. I wrote back and said, "Well, buddy, I used to write a social column about Silver Lake, so you responded to the right person." His response: "Awesome! So how 'bout we get together tonight then? I come over, we smoke a little weed, then you show me a night out on the town. Sound good?"

Boy, did it!

So he came over, we smoked up, and then we went out on the town. And it was GREAT! We had great chemistry, and he was very flirtatious all night. At one point, I walked up to the bar to order drinks, and he came up behind me, pulled the back of my pants down and slid his finger into my hole. (It's a good thing the bar was very crowded so nobody could tell what he was up to down/back there. LOL!) "That's going to be mine later," he whispered in the dirtiest possible voice imaginable. Well, needless to say, I was sold.

When we made it back to my place later that night (we were so hot for each other that we went home early just so we could fuck), man, the fireworks exploded. This was some extremely hot, connected sex. This kid had energy to spare, and he was a really aggressive and forceful, almost mean kind of top. It was HAWT. (There were actually a few moments where I had to ask him to pull back just a little bit, which you'll see in the video--I like a bit of rough-and-tumble play, folks, but I can't say I really enjoy being slapped around and manhandled brutally. I mean, really: Ouch! I'm a sensitive pup...) The guy was just a pig in bed, and he loved eating ass, and I was enjoying every fucking moment of it. In fact, the sex got so heated that I just had to put the camera down. (This was back before I learned how to have sex and film myself having sex at the same time.) He ended up spending the night (the next day he told me, "I loved sleeping with you! It was so natural. Every time I wanted to move or shift, you instinctively moved with me. It was really hot."), and we ended up hanging out the rest of the time he wasn't with his family. I spent the next night in his hotel room in Beverly Hills, and on Sunday he even missed his scheduled flight so that he could get a stand-by flight at a later time so he could spend more time with me. I was totally smitten.

He had planned on moving out to L.A. this summer, but has since moved back home to Israel instead, but we keep in touch often, and I am always hoping and fantasizing about the day he comes back to town to visit so that we can film a sequel to this very hot video that we made together. It's not one of my most accomplished in terms of editing, and it doesn't have any of the personalized intros I've been filming ever since trying it out as an experiment for the "Afternoon Delight" video, but it's one of my favorites because of the story (and, most importantly, the boy) behind it. This guy fucking rocked my world for a weekend, and it's so awesome to have a video keepsake of just a snippet of the amazing time we spent together. Hey, O: I miss you, buddy. Come back and see me sometime, stud.

Hope you all enjoy the video. More to CUM, so stay tuned. Oh, and don't forget to follow me on Twitter, people! :)

We are in need of a (new) sexual revolution... Who's in?

I tell ya, sometimes being a versatile bottom slut on the make is a very frustrating life. There are so many finicky guys and flaky assholes out there, it's almost a miracle when anybody is able to hook up at all. What is it with all these selfish tops out there with entitlement complexes who think they rule the whole world? I swear, if I meet one more fucking asswipe who will only hook up with me if I can arrange a group with two other tops who will fuck me first so he can use their cum as his lube, I'm going to frickin' blow chunks. Seriously, guys, if that's the only way you will hook up with someone as hungry and talented as me, then you've got something wrong with you. Have you seen my XTube videos, for God's sake? Sheesh.

What I hate about these guys is that they expect me to be the one doing all the work to make the hook-up happen. I'm the one who has to find the other guys (and deal with all the assholes who say they will come and then flake on me), I'm the one who has to host and make it so that the guy just has to walk in and unzip and not have to worry about anything, and I'm the one who has to deal with the disappointment when the selfish top decides he is no longer interested in playing because it took me longer than one hour to put this all together.

Sites like Manhunt, Adam4Adam, BarebackRT and AtomicMen and apps like Grindr have made hooking up a lot easier in some ways, but it's also made it a lot harder. Now that we have all these options to choose from, people start getting really finicky about what it is they think they must have in order to have sex with someone. And it seems to me that people are looking for more reasons not to hook up than they are trying to actually make it happen. Which defeats the whole purpose of having sites that are set up and were created so that we could, you know, meet other people! (Seriously, what's up with all these guys who are "just here to chat"? Honestly!!?? What is this--grammar school? I mean, aren't we a little too old for pen pals, guys? Especially pen pals who live in our own city? And then you've got the guys who are "happily partnered" and "just looking to meet new friends." Yeah, right, dude. If you were so "happily partnered," you wouldn't feel the need to sign onto Grindr 17 times throughout the day looking for other guys "just to chat." And if you're really just looking for friends, then why is your profile picture one of you flexing your muscles in your underwear? And let's not forget the guys who respond to say "I'm not really hooking up that much these days" but who are signed onto the hookup sites for what seems like 25 hours a day! If you're not looking to meet, then get the fuck off the site, buddy, 'cuz you're ruining it for the rest of us who are! But, um, I digress... )

I'm just so over this culture of wimpy, namby-pamby guys who don't do what they say and who don't say what they mean, or who feel it's OK to lead other guys on with all kinds of hot nasty talk without any intention of actually meeting up. (NOTE: It's not cool, guys!) And please don't tell me that I'm "taking it too seriously." That's something else I hate. Don't put it back on me and make me out to be some kind of sex fiend just to take the focus off the fact that you are an asshole. I don't take it too seriously, thank you, but that doesn't mean that I'm not going to take it just plain old regular seriously. I'm looking to get laid, damn it! Now get outta my freakin' way and don't pull on my dick unless you're going to suck it too. Open up bitch.

But back to selfish tops. I mean, really guys: WTF!!!??? I talked to a guy tonight who wanted to fuck me raw in an alley and make a video of it, but only if I came to him with at least one to three other loads in my ass. I mean, isn't the fact that he would have been fucking me RAW, in an ALLEY, with a CAMERA capturing it all ENOUGH to get him turned on? I still have to go out and jump through hoops just so he can enjoy what would probably have only been three minutes of fun? (Because, let's face it, when a guy only focuses on what he wants out of sex, he's probably not very good at it to begin with. Yes, selfish tops, your secret is out: Most of you suck in bed.)

I think all these options have overwhelmed us to the point where sex has become something we can just order up on demand, and if we can't have exactly what we want, down to the very finest detail, then we just won't have it all. And that sucks. Not just for those of us who are being dicked around by these guys, but for them too. Because they are missing out on something truly great: Making a connection, if only for a little while. Sex shouldn't be something that detaches us from the human aspect of it. No matter what people say about no-strings-attached sex being perfect because we don't have to worry about the other person, sex isn't about just getting off; it's about connection with other people, just by its very definition. Even one-night-stands can be truly valuable and valid experiences that teach us something about ourselves and fulfill us if we are open to experiencing it. We shouldn't be treating sex like something we can order off the menu. There's another person involved, so shouldn't it be about the connection instead of just the result? But I digress...

I know that not everybody thinks about sex the same way that I do, but damn it, they should! LOL! The way I look at sex is pretty fucking awesome if I say so myself, and if more people shared my opinion that it's a very healing and self validating experience that we share with others, instead of just making it about ourselves and our own selfish needs, then I honestly think that not only would we be treating each other better (like, you know, actual human beings), but also we would all just be a lot happier with ourselves. I want a new sexual revolution, one that is not just about having sex without shame, but one that's about putting aside all our vanities and entitlement issues and focusing on the amazing culture of sexual freedom that could be ours if we were compassionate and caring enough to treat each other with the respect and courtesy that we all deserve. So who's in???

Sometimes people suck! (But I do it better...)

You know what I hate more than anything else? Fucking rude assholes! People who don't show courtesy to others just irritate me to no end. If I call you about making plans for tomorrow, then call me back before tomorrow so I know if I should make others plans. Don't just not call back and assume I'll take the hint. That's fucking rude. And if I send you a message on Grindr or Manhunt, then, fucker, at least take the 15 frickin' seconds it would take you to shoot me a reply, even if you aren't interested in me. I mean, really. When did it become socially acceptable to ignore someone just because you don't want to sleep with them? Indeed, when did it become OK to have bad manners?

But of course, those are trivial things compared to the mean-spirited, nasty shit people do to each other. Today I went onto my XTube page to check out the comments that had been posted on my videos, and I came across one comment where the dickhead said: "It never ceases to amaze me how ugly guys like this can get hot guys to have sex with them. I wouldn't fuck this guy with a ten-foot pole." Really, fucker??? You're going to use your power to post comments on peoples' pages to put others down? Do you have a really small dick and need to make somebody else feel smaller than you? Sheesh, man. That kind of shit is just lame, and anyone who would post such a thing is not worthy of life. They're just taking up space, using up our oxygen.

Now before you go and say "Don't take it personally, buddy," rest assured: I'm not. I certainly recognize that not everybody can be sexually desirable to everyone else. So trust me, I'm not bummed that this jerk didn't want to fuck me. I'm simply disappointed with his choice to put somebody else down. I'm always disappointed by and frustrated with the human race. For a group that is supposed to be so highly evolved, we are anything but most of time. I mean, if you have nothing constructive or helpful to say, why even bother posting a comment on someone's page unless it's so you can try to make them feel bad? And if that's your purpose, then let it be known, dickwad, that you're just a complete waste of space and an absolute fucking turd. Do the rest of us a favor and drop dead already.

So, yeah, people suck sometimes. But as I say in the title of this post, I do it better. In fact, just yesterday I had a frickin' awesomely HAWT experience with this guy that I've been wanting to hook up with for, like, two years now. We played Manhunt tag for a while before losing contact, and then he shows up on Grindr one day and we start exchanging messages again. It took a few tries before we were finally able to connect, but the dude works just over the hill from my apartment, and he asked me if I would be willing to come to his work and suck him off-- wait for it! -- in the backseat of his car! "It would make a really hot video for XTube!" he said. (Obviously, the dude knew the magic words to say.) So I got in my car and drove over the hill and pulled into the parking lot of his work and he came out and we got in the backseat of his car. He unzipped and pulled his pants down, sat back, and I went to work. This fucker is a total hot hairy muscle bear with a fat cock, and I was one motherfuckin' happy camper slobbering all over it. But I was in pure heaven when he slid his meaty tool into my puckered hole and fucked me for a bit. It's hard to fuck in a car, though, so I finished him off jacking him off and sucking him at the same time, and the resulting video ("Backseat Suck 'N' Fuck") is pure nasty hotness in just under 10 minutes. It won't be up on XTube for a few weeks (I've got 10--yes, 10!--other videos in the pipeline ahead of it), but you can check out an alternate cut of it called "Backseat Blowjob" in my private videos on my DudesNude profile. And here are a few stills for you to drool over for now.

In the meantime, go check out my most recent video, "San Diego Fuckfest," over on XTube. More to CUM soon, folks. Stay tuned...

New XTube Video Posted: "San Diego Fuckfest"

Just wanted to let you folks know that I've posted a new video, "San Diego Fuckfest," to my XTube page today. This is one that I filmed a few weeks back when I went to spend what I thought was going to be one Saturday night with this gorgeous "kid" over in San Diego, but ended up being three nights. This guy was so sweet to me the whole time I was there, not to mention one helluva nasty top. Indeed, no sooner had I arrived at his place than he was pawing at me and pulling his clothes off, and I didn't waste any time getting to my knees and servicing his huge fuck stick. I mean, really, this kid was packing some fucking heat in his pants! When he pulled it out and I saw how big and long it got, I was a little worried, but I think I handled it like a champ. Slurrrrrp!!!!

I figured when I met this kid on a film set in Los Angeles that we would have good energy together, and I wasn't wrong. After we finished our first fuck on that first night, he said, "So you're obviously staying until Monday right? 'Cuz I'm not gonna be done with you anytime soon." Talk about a sweet-talker! So Monday came and I wasn't ready to leave, so I stayed another night. We hung around his place watching funny videos on his computer, we went out to all the bars and got drunk (I even got recognized by this one guy who came up to me at the Brass Rail going, "Oh my God! Oh my God! You're DirtyPuppy from XTube! I LOVE your videos! You're the hottest man ever!" LOL!), and of course, we fucked a lot that "weekend," though to tell you the truth, the way this kid fucked me (um, senselessly, as you'll see in our XTube video), it was too much to film and take what he was doling out, so I only got one video out of it.

The guy had just discovered "sounding" (sticking a metal rod into your eurethra), so he wanted to do a little bit of that. I'm not usually into that sort of thing--I mean, really, sticking something into my penis is not something that makes me go, "Ooooh, hot!"--but well, this guy was so fucking hot and into it that I couldn't say no, and actually, I kind of liked that he was so into it. It kinda got me off. What also got me off was the way this kid relentlessly nailed my ass every single time we fucked. I've actually never taken a fucking as hard as the ones he gave me that weekend. Talk about a good pounding! I had to grit my teeth hard to get through it. But man was it ever fucking hot! Anyway, I'm real happy with the results of the video and I hope you folks enjoy it, too. So take a look at it and let me know what you think.